I’m raging and I’m pissed off
Because of you I missed all
of the blessings God had
because the years spent being mad
at a world that spit me out to death
made me wanna kill myself
made my mind think so wild
that all I did was a freestyle (x2)
My rage broke, my anger wild
Get your throat choked, you better breathe while
I’m writing and I’m rhymin, best believe it’s going down
What I’m tired of is people trying to say I done fell off
What they didn’t know is that my success is me fucking off
I do this shit off the whim, best believe I’m better than him
You believe you better than Los, I’ll burn your ass like cheese toast
But I’m rhyming and I’m vibing, visible and not hiding
In the shadows of my life, my time cuz I’m biding
I do this game at will, do the rhymes for west side
Shout out Noxubee County, but for years you made me hide
But I’m grown up and bad ass, fist swinging with all class
But believe me when you step up, my foot tattooed all on your ass
I’m raging and I’m pissed off
Because of you I missed all
of the blessings God had
because the years spent being mad
at a world that spit me out to death
made me wanna kill myself
made my mind think so wild
that all I did was a freestyle (x2)
I’m sorry to everyone reading up, sorry to everyone listening
Sorry to all thinking, ‘Los’s life is oh so glistening’
But a diamond was made in the rough, rage like a fire
The only reason I didn’t pull the trigger was I didn’t want to experience hell’s fire
But I got picked on for my size, picked on because of weight
Admired for my intellect, sadly it was too late
Depression set in, self-confidence up and died
To get by in my life, all I did was lied
To the thousands I met, put my life on the fence
I decided to portray a life, one with 100% confidence
Where I’m the one who played the game, whupped ass and taking names
Where the crowd see the best in the world, Los Maury, yeah, I’m off the chain
I’m raging and I’m pissed off
Because of you I missed all
of the blessings God had
because the years spent being mad
at a world that spit me out to death
made me wanna kill myself
made my mind think so wild
that all I did was a freestyle
inspired by Drake – Trust Issues
Don’t be so angry at the world that you miss God trying to bless you. Returning your anger towards those who may have wronged you is not the right direction for life. Those who do you wrong, wish only the best for them. Things WILL improve, just hold on to God. Hold on to his peace and make his peace yours.