I, at multiple occasions, considered the concept of fuck it when it came to life. I thought it was too stressful and not worth the pain that accompanied it.

As I sit here, I wonder about my life’s worth…to myself and to the people who actually care. Sometimes I believe that my value is higher and sometimes I think the opposite. I value my life because of what I can do. My talents and abilities make me value my life. Without life, I won’t be able to try to enjoy what I do in the technical world.