Twenty Three……Three Thoughts for a Clear Vision

Three Topics…

1st Topic: Happy Birthday and Removing Negativity
For me, a birthday is a new start. Whatever happened before 10:17am on June 18th no longer concerns me. Not putting it mildly, I honestly no longer care. All the worrying and emotional downsizing has done nothing but created a negative void. At one time, I felt as if the void would swallow me whole, without any remorse. The more I evolved, the more a light went off inside of my mind. I realized that I grew negative and I was sick of it.

2nd Topic: A Viper is Born
Something about this guy is insanity…the entrance music, the lights on the entrance, guess Orton found his mold…finally. Cutthroat, remorseless, snaps at a drop of a dime…a viper. Gotta love that entrance music.

3rd Topic: A Poem
Through darkness, there is light.
Regardless of how hard, always keep up the fight
Never letting your destiny out of sight
Never giving in to your fright
Always me, day and night is me, it is my way
A way to articulate thoughts, a way to say
To say what’s on my mind, what I love and hate
I have a voice that has the knowledge, and the power to rule your fate

So what does this have to do with anything? Well, for a long time, I’ve felt myself going through life on the edge of a void where my light couldn’t escape. My consciousness always goes through the negative and positive thoughts, left and right sounding like interior voices. All of this led to nothing but negativity, and basically I’m at a point where I’m sick of it. I look at my birthday and I should be the happiest person alive, but all I can think about is past mistakes, life situations, and to the fact that for the past three years, I have been unable to share this day with my aunt like I used to. This is usually the reason I went into seclusion on this day because sometimes, it isn’t exactly a happy one. But I’m going to try to make this one happy. I’m also going to try to maintain a clear vision on my life.