I look at many aspects of life and wonder…..where did it go wrong or where was it actually right. The gift of foresight is not given to me, as the only thing I can analyze is the here and now. Truth is..it is this point where I am having the most problems. I truly do not know at this point what can be done to rectify because for the first time, I don’t know what the problem is. Maybe I’m thinking too linear or too logically about life. I don’t like gray areas, so I don’t do conditional things (ie. ‘what-ifs’). Either it is or it isn’t. Maybe the struggle for clarity is what is truly bothering me.