Looking Within

Too many times in my life I decided to look
Within myself to find stories to write for a book
Next thing you know, I find lines to write for a hook
On this album that got my heart shook
Up and down…..hard pause right?
I had to gather my thoughts to get this story in sight
There are too many times I look at my mistakes
That make my life go from perfect to not so great
And the errors of my time make my heart ache
But I’m scared to look within
I’m scared to look because I’m afraid that one of the two will happen
I won’t have any answers or the answers I do find will send with a gun, capping
Everybody who I blamed or even imagine
Next thing you know, people say Los just snappin
But no, I’m just afraid to look within