Into the Exile

Every morning I decide to wake up
To a life that really, I tried to give a fuck
About who the best in the world, who the fuck
Decided to give a man like me rotten luck
Took my mind, my intellect, and even my humor
Pain in the heart, thinking that I got a tumor
But I’m about to switch it up, I’m about to go in
I’m about to let you know what the story is
That I’m a blessed one, anything I say, I do
I push all limits, I make all rules
But I’m humble about it, because of what they say
What God giveth, he can surely take away

I walk away from the haters, I walk from it all
I step away from the depression before I fall
Deep into the darkness, deep in the wild
To heal myself, I need to go in exile
I walk away from it before I go insane
In this crazy life I need to maintain
The thought in myself that I’m off the chain
But I know my priorities need to be re-arranged

08 came around, and my grandparents died
Thought I give up too and say, “I tried”
But their spirits told me to not give up
Every time I argued they told me to shut up
Because they made me look around and see the truth
That I’m so blessed that it passed the roof
Health, life, cash, women, all in my grasp
Faith, religion, moral, you do the math
I can run through life like a brahma bull
Fierce, hungry, driven, indestructible
I’m best in the game, win, lose or draw
All it matters that I fight, I scratch and I claw

I walk away from the haters, I walk from it all
I step away from the depression before I fall
Deep into the darkness, deep in the wild
To heal myself, I need to go in exile
I walk away from it before I go insane
In this crazy life I need to maintain
The thought in myself that I’m off the chain
But I know my priorities need to be re-arranged