Feel The Pain

Through this life….there’s a lot of pain. A lot of struggle…These lyrics written is a testament to that struggle

As I walk in the valley of shadow and death
I will fear no evil, but I fear myself
Walk in the shadow of all those who inspired
Tainted by those that I admired
Stepped on and pissed on by those who dismissed
My heart and my own conscience, I do miss
So I come to you now, in all right and mind
Tired of my spirit being left behind
I wanna say take it now, but watch me work
Claim my life and defend my turf
Push all limits, shake all minds
Make all haters believe in my grind
Yeah I said my grind, I want my vision
Aligned with yours with your name always mentioned
Praying for you to come and intercede
In this struggle of life I truly need
Guidance and protection, gifts and blessings
To lose my pain, and lose my choice
Lose it all and replace it with your voice
I’m coming to you out of necessity and choice
To let you know that no matter what I believe
Even in the years of depression, I believe indeed
That you know what I’m going through again
You know my struggle, you know my pain
You know my heart and you know my soul
Deliver me into the light from the cold
I approach you now to forgive my past
So the pain in my heart can no longer last
Allow me to walk away from that which cause harm
Help me plant the right seeds for me to farm
When I look to your enemies, they just disarm
Because through you, I re-upped, I simply rearm

Feel my pain
Feel my heart
Feel my struggle tear me apart
Walk along your path of straight and narrow
Feel your words deep in my marrow
Want you and only you to touch my soul
Live a life worthy to be told
Feel my pain
Feel my heart
How you fix so many souls, it’s truly an art
–x2

When I wrote this album with a pen and pad,
I told you a story about how I was sad
And how I was so mad and so pissed off
I wanted to take my own head with a sawed-off
And put things in this life out of misery
And let life go in the beginning of the century
But I know that this life has more to see
More to come, and more to be
I know that once I let go and let live
I’ll have more in my heart and soul to give
I can let things go and start to rearrange
All the things I need to finally change the game
And get a grip on the things that need handled
With you by my side, I will claim life’s mantle
And live it strong, open like a book
Because once I opened your book, my soul was shook
Because I saw the error in all life’s ways
I then let things go to extend the days
That I have to live, no fear of death
No fear of life, no fear of myself
I can now walk, knowing that you’re by my side
Lean on your word, please be my guide
Be my sword and fight, so I don’t have to
Because I know that I can’t win without you

Feel my pain
Feel my heart
Feel my struggle tear me apart
Walk along your path of straight and narrow
Feel your words deep in my marrow
Want you and only you to touch my soul
Live a life worthy to be told
Feel my pain
Feel my heart
How you fix so many souls, it’s truly an art
–x2

As I depict what is the end of this story
I look at the life in all of its glory
I accomplished so much, gained such success
Enjoyed all my time, my soul I caress
Now it comes to a close, I know I’m ready
For the moment where my eyes began to grow heavy
For the moment where the time goes flat-line
And leave this life of luxury behind
And to never spoil any of my blessings bestowed
I draw this chapter of life to a close
And write a new one full of my truth
The point where I set blaze to everyone’s roof
The point where I let go and let the king reign
It was a moment where i finally changed the game
I accomplished my dream, completed my path
King/Horse swap, you do the math
Who was the king, and who was the horse
I’ll let you figure it out during this course
The answer is in my lyric, it’s in my flows
If you’re negative, then your story is now closed
All I did was swap my solution to life’s mess
And went with the option that leaves me truly blessed
I bid farewell to that which held me down
Kept me depressed, and made me keep a frown

Feel my pain
Feel my heart
Feel my struggle tear me apart
Walk along your path of straight and narrow
Feel your words deep in my marrow
Want you and only you to touch my soul
Live a life worthy to be told
Feel my pain
Feel my heart
How you fix so many souls, it’s truly an art
–x4

–inspired by Dillon Hulse – Evolve