Constant Grind

I didn’t ask to be constantly moving
My feet needing constant soothing
It was so crazy it can be put on the tube
The story of Los’s grind can make you lose your mind
When you sit back and think of all the time I spend
Making others happy, makign others smile
And after all this ish is over, focus on myself like a child
Focuses on anything, scattered thoughts left and right
About what I need to do today and tomorrow night
Left to an effort of strategic and organization
Questioning myself about my heart and dedication
Because each time I sit and each time I rest
The only thought I have is, “Have I gave it my best?”
With so many doubts, all I can do is look at the time
And return to my life…my constant grind.